luck is to find beauty in the darkest places at the darkest times, guess I'm the luckiest one.


living is overrated.


seek the end, end is annihilation, be it for one or all.


traumatic experiences often handicap the subconcious, one has to be beaten to be able to feel nothing,
despair is the quickest way of achieving the void.


so, fucking, lonely.


after severe pain, comes apathy.


derealization is the process of not being in touch with the tangent reality, if it exists as a psychiatric term, should it be considered madness
to feel it? being disconnected should be considered a trait.